I wanna cry...I wanna fly~~~

今日難得地唔洗上堂...原本諗住可以做好多野,
諗住可以抄notes、做report、織scarf、傾

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點知..一起身冇耐,食完野,我屋企人就開我net meet..
原本都好地地..話我去uk trip d相映得幾令~
之後點知佢地睇左我d diary (網誌 in msn)..
於是就開炮喇..
好在之後eva同我傾,文龍又打比我,老公又打比我...心情先好返d
但我覺得好大壓力囉..我明白既...
壓力唔止我...

內容係咩??
係度話我misse左個突擊考試(5條mc)佔5%總分..
係因為我唔專心..剩係掛住拍拖(雖然最初冇直接講,但好明顯)
問題在我根本就成日都遲到嫁啦~關佢咩事?
點解要拖埋佢落水??
我遲到係我唔岩,但讀書同拍拖根本就2回事...
就係咁又話係我唔專心讀書...話我識埋件咁既人...
咩意思姐?佢唔係人黎嫁??
我讀書還讀書,拍拖還拍拖...唔通日記都要寫我係學校每日學d咩??
每個朋友都知我唔係唔比心機讀..因為我中意psy,想做clinical psychologist...
但...佢又同我講,唔比心機讀又要$讀..不如返hk...
想我點姐,次次都係咁...我冇話我唔想讀丫.不過我都冇話我會因為咁唔要同佢分手啵,...
點解次次都係咁,一講到呢d,就要話關佢事...
佢做錯d咩?點解要話佢冇用??
只不過你唔中意佢個髮型,話佢個頭懶yeah咁...唔中意佢穿左唇環.....
但點解要用佢既外表黎衡量佢對我既愛呢??
有關係的嗎??
聽到呢度我已經close左個web cam...
因為我唔想聽,都唔想同你地嘈..
我唔明..點解每次只要係我男友,你地就咁多不滿??
點解你地都要對佢存有偏見??every time talking same stuff of shit...so annoying!

i know he is changing,i know he will succed one day,
what i m here to do is help him to find his talent..to develop and build it up with my love.
no matter how u think ,no matter how u said,
no matter how far we are apart...
we are together...
i wont change my attitude...
my mum and dad,i know u wont change ur mind how u think he is.
i know nothing i can do about this.
but i know one thing is
god knows everything and we need time to prove it.
for everything...
TIME WILL TELL!!!!!!